hmmm...

Last night I couldn't sleep.
At all. (well I got an half an hour 6:00am-6:30am) So what I did i do?
well I watched season 7 of scrubs.
played some football.
listened to some music.
thunked.
but at some point between 2:30-4:00, I can't remember when. I made some hot coco and went and sat outside.
I do that a lot, sometimes just watch the stars.

and while I don't know if I was out there for 10 minutes or 2 hours, it hit me.

What I wanted and should do with my life.

It made sense, and when I realized it, it was one of the most peaceful feelings in my life.

I stood up, feeling/wanting to tell someone but everyone was asleep. :(

And this morning, I still felt that peace.

but,

I couldn't/can't remember what I choose/decided/found out.

And it really really sucks.

and I don't know what to do (again)

The name is bond, James Bond

I am tempted to talk about how I love James Bond movies or I could talk about how I always wanted to be James Bond growing up. Instead I'll save my time and yours (because do you really want to read that?) and just leave this awesome pictures of one of the all time coolest heros ever!

some baseball talk

I'm hoping for this: (and also for the rays to win)


To me theres nothing quite like a baseball fight, the batter charges the mound, then benches empty THEN the bullpen comes (its always funny to see the fat pitcher chugging towards the fight like an nfl lineman only to show up late and miss the fight). its like three rounds of MMA with a lot more players. (Not gonna lie, most baseball players SUCK at fighting [richie sexson anyone?] but it can be fun to watch)
But heres why I want to see a fight between the Rays and Red Soxs.
The 'Soxs are the big boys on the block and know it, but the Rays wont let them push them around.

This post season has been awesome. Dodgers won, Philly won (probably my fav NL team)
and the rays give hope to me because if they can win then maybe, someday, the mariners have a chance.

While I hope Rays win, it doesn't matter who plays in the World Series its bound to a great one and (crossing my fingers) probably going 7 games.

though I always wonder why the catcher takes off his mask, with that on he can not be beaten. cept maybe with a bat but that earns you jail time.

The Bailout

I really don't want this bailout bill to pass.
Nothing like getting paid to do the wrong thing.
But mostly I don't want my kids STILL having to pay for something that their grandparents generation caused.

If I'm not back in five minutes... wait longer!

(name that movie!)

sooo, i havn't blogged in a while and can't give you a good reason why but heres a quick run down of my life.

This month has pretty much been up and down for me, good times and bad. Oh well, got to take the bad with the good i guess.

I have started school. I'm taking Psychology and Sociology. Since im paying for ALL of my school i'm a lot more serious about it. who woulda guessed?

i love football.

not gonna lie I almost cry when I think of what SHOULDA been with the mariners.

My dads not leaving for Japan. yea!

Brads leaving work, its gonna be really weird with him not around cracking jokes.

I think i need a new hobby, but can't think of one.

I have NOT been using shuffle on my ipod or itunes. Instead i've been listening to the albums the way they should be. (shocking aint it?)

I feel like adult. I know that I still having some growing up to do but I feel older and smarter.

Some times I feel like life is going to fast and at times going to slow.

I'm almost ready to start thinking about undoing my support for USC, just rip out my heart and crush my dreams one more time and see what happens. I dare you!
and you Washington! I can't revoke my undying support but please, please win some games please. Especially against someone whos named for a color and has this creepy mascot.

The army, navy, and marines are STILL calling me. How many times must I say no?

SNL has been freaking funny with all the political humor. If you havn't seen the opening SNL skit with Sara Palin and Hillary Clinton, WATCH IT! the debate was pretty freaking funny too.

my life and thoughts all quick like.

Roadtrip! 2

So last week Saint Nate and I went on a road trip last week. (read his side of the story here)

I didn't take very many pictures but you can see what i did take here.

I had a really good time.

thats all i got...
sorry

Roadtrip!

i will heading down Saturday morning to Caly.
I'll be back Thursday/Friday.
I'll blog more then.

peace